吾志----孤立

人来人往，
我就像被孤立了一样，
笔直的竖在不断移动的人群中央。
眼神不断的游移，
企图，
在寻找能够停留的对焦。
而眼前划过的，
都是开怀大笑三五成群的倩影。
那个熟悉的身影，
却不曾出现我的视线里。
没有目标的步伐，
找不到停留的岸。
大笑的笑声，
起哄的吵杂声，
绵绵不绝的呼唤声，
彼起彼落。
而我，
仿佛被隔绝在外。
心中一片宁静，
却还是掩盖不了心底最诚实的那一丝不安。
我知道，
这一切不属于我。
不属于我的这一切，
却让我一直徘徊于其中。
默默地，
我转身。
往自己的世界走去。
让一切的眷恋，
置于身后。
我知道，
这个地方不属于我。
我即融不进去，
也抽不出来。
一切徘徊于尴尬的灰色地带之中。
属于我的眷恋，
在这不属于我的世界。
放手，
即不带走，
也带不走。

吾志----感谢上天让我遇见了你们

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吾志----感谢上天让我遇见了你们

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吾志----你在哪里

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束手无策

突然觉得很压力。。

很强的无力感。

就像在深渊里。

你知道自己再不出来就会被饿死，但是却不能出来。

只能继续呆在里面，继续，等死。。。

也不知道在压力什么。

突然的一阵空气，就这样来了。

我什么也做不了。。

我什么也做不到。。。

以前这种感觉来的时候，只要听听歌转移注意力就没事了。

但现在，耳边的音乐一直响着，

眼睛闭着，却不能入睡。。

我知道这是自己找来的。

我已经没有能力去改变了。

来不及了。

一切，已成定局。

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